Monday, March 21, 2011

A hard day today.. Trying to keep myself occupied & not think of him.. While on my way to work, it suddenly striked me that not long after the break up, Dear changed his password. It was when I realised it then I changed mine as well. Since he doesn't want me to know anything of him, why would I leave a chance for him to know mine?

Called Dear, his line was routed to roaming.. I guessed he went Malaysia again.. He have been going to Malaysia very frequently lately & many a times, it made me wonder if his new love is a Malaysian.. Coz the feeling of him having a new gf is very strong & that even though he denied it.. Also, if she's a local, Dear wouldn't have the time to spend with me I guessed. How I wished my hunch was wrong.. If it's true & he admitted it, I may have just give up no matter what instead of now, hoping to win him back. I still pray for a glimpse of chance so if he's ever fallen for someone else, I should just give up coz there won't be any chance anymore..

It's really a hard time for me to go through this ordeal especially when I just started my work & I still got my dissertation to rush.. :( Can I just let go & get over him? This is simply torturous!!

21:55

Dear called. Was so happy when I heard his ringing tone.. He said he went Malaysia with friend to pump petrol & eat.. Asked if his friend was with him, he said his friend drives also.. Asked if he wants to stay over tonight.. He said he don't want coz he's used to sleeping on his own bed as it's bigger.. He still stayed over in January but why he suddenly change? :'(

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Monday, March 21, 2011

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