Thursday, March 10, 2011

Was smsing Dear last night.. Told me he was tired so I asked if he didn't nap enough & he told me his friend was at his house so didn't sleep much.. As far as I remembered, he seldom lie on bed if his friends were around but when I called at that time, he said he was lying on bed.. Somehow, the feeling of him being attached is even stronger.. I replied: " Gf?" He did not responsed at all.. Perhaps it really was.. I wanted so much to asked him when I called him but I dare not ask again.. Perhaps I'm afraid to face the reality..

I called him when I was back from lunch but he was sleeping so I told him to call me after he wake up.. But after my nap, he still did not call.. Tried calling him & his hp was turn to roaming.. The disappointment just engulfed me..

There have been times I wanted to write to him like before when we were still together.. But when I hold my pen, somehow I just can't gather all my thoughts to write down how I feel hence didn't write in the end.. Perhaps our problem started to occur when I my moniversary letter started decreasing.. Coz the letter was always to express my inner feelings for him & as it grew lesser, he didn't understand my feelings/thoughts & also mistook my love for him is lesser & hence causes all these.. I should have just continue to write no matter how busy I am.. A belated is better than nothing, rather than causing us so much unnecessary misunderstandings..

Our break up really made me think alot.. Alot of things I've never realised when being with him.. My negligence..

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Thursday, March 10, 2011

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