Monday, October 30, 2006

As usual, went for training after lecture.. Tried a few times basket toss but it wasn't as perfect as the last training. =( Perhaps the number of times i tried was just not enough as during the last training I was practically the only one that keep trying the toss.

After the toss, we went to third level flyer! I was the 1st to try the height of 2 man + my own height!! Its simply to0o0 scary.... Maybelle asked me to fall front but i just can't conquer my phobia.. Too many thoughts just flashed through my mind.. How am i supposed to fall front? If i were to push myself to the cushion, i would have pushed Poh Poh & Alison from me & they would have fall!! If i were to fall w/0 pushing myself forward to the cushion, i may have just fall right on the mat!! Gosh!! In the end, i fell right down & hurt Garie.. Sorry~

Maybelle later gave the instructions more clearly as on how am supposed to fall front & my bases were to pop me to the front to allow me to fall.. So, i tried again. This time i kept telling myself to breathe in & not to look down as i fear i might put on weight for my bases & fall & hurt them. Phew!! This time round i'm slightly more stable but still i fear of falling.. Ya, i know i shouldn't fear of falling as this is part & parcel of being a cheerleader ya? But you know lah, i tends to think too much. If i fall & hurt myself, i can't perform le.. Hehe~

Anyway, I tried being the primary flyer le & its erm.. fun & fearful i must say.. But at least that's another progress to my training.. Hehe~ Lets pray i'll do a better job on Wed.. GO! GO! VESPER GO! Performance is just round the corner!!

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Garie did not turn up for training as he was in Great World with his Pearlyn, Mujie's bro is booking out & her mum need her to be at home, Nizz had shoulder ache & did not turn up either.. Maybelle was damned pissed today with our attendance as she had said that we would be practicing our toss today. 2 flyers with not enough bases, how to toss??

Well, Yijun was the 1st to try the toss.. Woo!! She's so light that she can really fly so0o high.. But unfortunately, she flew too high & front that she fell & hurt her butt!! So I'm the next flyer to try.. Hee~ But today, everyone got the chance to try..

Guess I did as badly as the 1st time i tried. Disappointed though but tried my best to conquer my fear. Tried alot of times & manage to get it right in the end but when I was being cradled, I'm like toufu like that.. I find it's so ugly after viewing my video though they say it's better. Tried the toss with toe touch but i ended up doing pipe.. Lolx!! My body & mind just couldn't coordinate well lah.. Fly up liao cant open my legs to do toe touch, legs still closed so ended up doing pipe. The last few time was not that great already.. I don't know why.. The very last toss made Yixun & Yongshen kissed!! Lolx!! I flew to my left & they had to be quick to cradle me so they moved to the left & bang!! Yixun got hurt by Yongshen's teeth.. He's bleeding inside & outside his lips. Yongshen's left a tooth mark on his outer lips & his tear is rolling right in front of me!! Felt so guilty of making them bang onto each other..

As usual, went for supper after training. Went to A star again.. Haha~ Was telling Yongshen that why when someone is hurt then we will be going A star?? He's telling me coz that's our practice.. Lolx! After supper, we went arcade for awhile & Yongshen's bag got stucked onto 1 of the daytona's seat then he kept falling backwards as if someone was pulling him away.. His actions were so0o funny that it made me & Maria laugh our heads off!! Wahaha~

Lets hope om Mon training, I'll do my toss correctly & nicely & hope i'll everyone will be present for the training.. Time is running out & we have had to do our best to make our performance a glorious one!! So Vesper!! Buck up!!

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Got home from my cheer training.. Hee~ Maybelle told us our performance routine & I really can imagine its so wow!! Tried my double cross base to extension and pop sweep,YES!! i did it!! woolala~ But xiaodi says my sweep very ugly leh.. Thought it was ok but since he said ugly then I tried again lor. But this time worst!! My leg were swinging from one side to another!!

Yijun tried the shoulder sit leap frog over me & yes!! She did it but.. i kanna my head.. *ouch* Did bases twice & finally realised how difficult bases are.. Really appreciate you guys for being so patient with us flyers.. Hee~ I did the fall back & reload & everything seems perfect till liberty stunts.. Gosh!! After that hitch incident, i became phobia of libery once again.. Haiz.. I wanted to do it right but its either i got phobia that's why cant go up or coz my leg got not enough strength to lift myself up..

Fri we will be trying our toss.. Hmm.. Wonder how will i do.. There's quite alot of stunts that i havent try & feel like trying.. Like single base liberty, shoulder sit leap frog & ayumi flip.. wahaha~ greedy eh?? Arghhh. Anyway, just hope i'll do my performance stunts well before proceeding to other stunts ba.. Not enough time already i guess.. Left 3wks to performance & that's only 9 more trainings.. Haiz.. Anyway, good luck to our upcoming performance & hope i will do my stunts well!! Cheers!!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Just got back from training.. A little too short as my lesson ended at 8pm & i started joining them right after my lecture. Hmm.. But still not too bad lah.. Learnt new stunts today.. Leap frog, flip etc.. Tried my leap frog across Poh Poh while she's sitting and I'm already trembling yet I'm asked to jump across Yijun when she's shoulder sitting!! OMG!! Can someone pls kill me?? I'm super afraid that I might fall on Yijun or kick on her head or hurt the base. Haha.. But anyway, I tried but was unsuccessful, I didn't tucked in enough & WORST THING is.. I didn't jump!! LOL!! But i still managed to leap across the base without a flyer.. Not bad still lah hor?? Haha..

Mujie tried the flip & I'm the so call base to help her through her flip but.. Ouch!! I was kicked right on my face & my glasses flew off my face!! Yijun tried flipping & she did it & its so0o0o damn nice lor!! Wanted to try too but I can't even leap across the shoulder sit position & how am I supposed to do that flip? Sadz.. But I'm sure I will do it better the next time round.. From my next training onwards, I shall forget all my phobia & look forward to doing better stunts!! Lolx.. As if only.. Just my wish anyway.. Let's pray hard.. Haha!!

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Snapshot of Xiaodi

The Wax~

Friday, October 13, 2006

wOo!! finally got my blog created.. wahaha.. but i dont know if its successfully created.. how do i change the profile etc? alamak.. im a computer idiot yet im trying all these?? gosh!! so boring.. im damn tired but yet im curious about creating a blog.. so here im trying.. hopefully it turn out to be successful later on.. haha!!

gotta work at 6pm later.. sianz.. i havent even packed my room!! my room is in a mess!! things are stacking up & piling up to a hill.. haha.. anyway.. let me explore more & i shall continue blogging.. cheers!