Thursday, November 30, 2006

Called home after work to check out if my dad needs anything.. Someone picked up the phone but never answered.. All i heard was my dog's barking.. Thought someone accidentally picked up the call so i ignored & tried calling again but was engaged this time.. So i waited for awhile more before trying again.. This time round, no one answered so i thought may be they went to the toilet.. When i reached home, NO ONE was in!!! Checked with my brother when reached home, he was not at home for the past 1/2 an hour!! Then who the hell picked up my call?? It really sounds real eerie..

Yup!! After my econs ica, i got 4hrs of break! Waited for 4hrs just to go for EWS & guess what?? The stupid tutor did not turn up!! Make me waited for 5hrs including the time waiting for her. Regretted going for that lesson.. Should be wiser & left home for my beauty sleep.. Only 6 fools turned up for the EWS & why am I 1 of them?

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Some updates of photos taken after the performance.. Will upload more of it when the blog is ok.. Kept uploading but failed, don't know why.. Haiz..

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Finally waited for this day.. We've been practicing like hell just for this performance.. But to my dissappointment, i did not do my lib x.. =( Managed to get up but slipped off.. *sadz* All was well when we rehearse but why did it turn out this way?? Haiz.. Mujie fell off her lib & i managed to hold on there but with bended knees..

The video was a total disaster too! I brought the wrong memory card & yixun brought the wrong batt.. Haiz.. His low batt, mine no memory.. In the end, our video was part into 3 parts.. Sad lor.. But it's kind of relief after the performance as we've all been very tensed up & stressed due to this performance.. Below are the 3 parts of video of our performance.. Enjoy!!







Went J8 after performance & went to TTSH with Maria to take her appointment. Since its on the way, i visited my dear's dad at Renci..

Went Katong ktv (Teo Heng) after that.. It has been a good 8-9years since i last went Teo Heng.. The moment i stepped in, all the memories went flashing in my mind.. Missed those days with Ah Leong they all.. Hee~

Went to Geylang to have our dinner after that.. Ate 2 plates of oyster, 1 big plate of beef hor fun & "tian ji".. Damn full lor.. After that Nizz & Alison can still go the "You Tiao Da Wang" to get beancurd.. Wah.. Must take my cap off them man.. Haha..

Finished food

Posing after a sumptious dinner

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Went to Bishan Park to have our on-site rehearsal but it made me a kinda pissed. The rehearsal was supposed to be from 2-3pm but it ended up delaying till 4+ but still we havent had our 2nd rehearsal.. Worst still, it was agreed to have 6 metre width but when we reached, it was only about 2 1/2 metre wide.. Wth!! Told them about the constrain space & finally we got our 6 metre but still a little space constrain to do our tumblings..

Before we start rehearsing, we tried our tumblings.. As Maria is doing a flip, she need more spaces but the NEA people kept asking us to be careful as not to hurt the guests.. No choice so Maria had to do her tumblings with the limited constrain space. In the end, she hurted her arms.. OMG!! Another casualty. She cried very hard as she'll missing the performance & she's afraid that it might affect our performance. Well.. worry not.. We will not blame you or anything.. Just rest your hands k? We did a quite a perfect rehearsal afterall & hopefully everything remain well tommorrow..

Rushed home after so much delaying as my dear will be flying tonight.. I want to spend more time with him.. Reached his house only at 6pm.. Left his house to airport at 8pm.. Wanted to send him but he refused.. He don't want me to go home on my own.. =( Cried so hard.. I will surely miss him alot.. 3 weeks leh.. Haiz.. Don't know how am i going to survive without him for 3 weeks.. I need his embraces at night!! *Sobz*

Friday, November 17, 2006

Finally got to rest at home after lesson.. Thought i can spend more time with my boy but he's working.. Worst still, he's working till tommorrow morning.. Finally im free but he's working.. Tommorrw he may not be working but i got my trainings.. Haiz.. Want to spend more time with him also difficult..

Though it's supposed to be a rest day, it turns out to be mc day.. Haha~ Xiaodi was sick.. Haiz.. Everyone's sick & aching.. Im having flu & aching.. Still wonder if i should go for lecture tommorrow.. Was thinking if my boy is not working, i shall accompany him but if he's working, i might be resting at home too.. Sure siong de.. Sat rehearsal liao.. Sat will also be the day my boy go abroad.. I will surely miss him alot de..

Shall end here.. Turning in liao.. zZz

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Training as usual but my whole body was aching after yesterday's full routine for the NEA people. My back hurt especially & i can barely tolerate when cradling. Well, i still continue with my stunts even im aching.. Everyone's aching especially Maybelle.. She too can tolerate so why can't i?

Full routine & stunts up.. Somehow i managed to do my liberty X with lifting my leg.. Hee~ Surprise!! Was overjoyed but still i want it to be better!! I want to do a real lib X.. We've downgraded from an extension hitch to a shoulder level hitch.

Tommorrow will be a rest day for us.. Yippee!! That's what i've been waiting for.. Really hurt on my right back.. Think it's due to my cradling position.. Haiz.. My wish now is
1) sweep properly with hands hit
2) get my cradling positon right
3) lock properly
4) toss nicely

Have a good rest everyone & we shall all train well on friday for saturday on-site rehearsal.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Starting to feel the stress gushing through me.. Feel that im such a failure.. Fail to do my stunts, my dance, my cheer & everything!! I cant catch up!! I tried my very best le but still did not get them right.. Performance is drawing near & I'm running out of time to train for all i can! Tomorrow shall be the full rehearsal & my mind is still full of unfinished tasks.. I even dreamt of not up to the standard when the performance day come..

Im so stressed that im beginning to envy yijun that she can be exempted from the performance.. I know i shouldn't feel that way as its really a rare chance for us to boost Vesper once again but i just could not help but think that way..

Think time is just too tight for us to do all these i guess.. We weren't train to do with music before & we didn't learn how to dance before.. Just a month & we are expect to do so much.. Just too stress for me.. Hopefully i'll do well in my performance & not let anyone including myself down.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Initially wanted to skip training & accompany my hubby but he turned out to be working.. So in the end, i went for my training.. Was a little moody though as i'll be busy with my trainings for the whole of next week & he's flying off next saturday!! Do you know how long he will be away?? 3 WEEKS!! Do you know how long is that?? Gosh!! I don't know how much i'll miss him when he's away.. I cried.. But still i continue with my stunts..

Tried my liberty X.. I succeeded but was not stable.. Surprisingly, I did hold for 8 seconds at least (this is what Maybelle said) but i kept thinking that i'm falling.. My toss was not as nice as wednesday practice too.. Demoralised.. Pissed.. Why cant i do my stunts well? I did try my best but i just could not do well!! Did i not put in much effort? Or did i just simply have no talent in cheer?? Whenever i could not do my stunts well, i'll get very demoralised & pissed with myself.. I'll get super frustrated & will want to keep trying til i succeed..

Mujie tried her double base extension & somehow she could not do well with her bases but could do better with my bases.. So in the end i was like kind of forced to change my bases from Yongshen & Yixun to Maybelle & Garie.. I didn't like that idea at all but i still accepted it & tried with my new bases.. Failed!! Total failure!! It's either im not used to them or for whatever reason, i just could not do as well as with my original bases.. As i'm already very stable doing my cross double base extension with my bases, i really have no wish to change & retrain everything with my new bases.. Im running out of time.. I still got liberty X & toss that im not familiarise with.. I need to train them well & i really dont want to waste anymore time trying my cross double base extension with other bases.. I voiced out finally & to my surprised, Maybelle agreed to my request!! Haha~ I know it's kind of bad but i seriously think that Mujie should try with her bases more rather than taking my bases away from me!! I trained with them so hard when she missed her training on wednesday & here i am to sacrifice for her?? Just find that it's unfair for me.. She got her part to play so do i.. I still got 2 more stunts to train like her & if i were to change my bases, i would have even more stunts to train!! Just find that luckily i voiced out, if not i will surely be very upset over this..

When on my home, saw a passenger who is damn grossed & im so disgusted by his actions!! He caught my attention the moment he stepped into the train.. I thought he have a rabbit tooth at 1st so i kept staring to confirm my curiousity.. In the end, it was found that he had been playing with his dentures throughout the journey!! Do you know how obscene & disgusting it is to play with dentures?? Especially when he kept making his denture in & out of his mouth!! Make mw wanna puke man!! Disgusting fellow.. I got my retainers that look like dentures, i also dare not like that.. Let alone with a tooth sticking on it!! Gosh!! Wth!!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Did not go for my yoga lesson as Yijun was going to A&E to consult about her injuries & Sharon was lazy to come out from m'sia.. I decided not to go also though it's just behind my block.. Its boring without my them to accompany..

Slack at home till about 3pm then went 257 with my dear to alter my pants.. After that we went to causeway point to have our lunch & Pastamania & have our handphones repaired.. After that we went to Vivocity to shop around.. It was super crowded that every eateries were filled with long queues.. Did not finish shopping as it's really big & crowded that we were kinda sianz to continue shopping with such big crowds.. Cant concentrate.. Haha~~

2 more weeks for me to spend my time with my love over the weekends as he will be flying to Turkey & Dubai for working purposes.. Haiz.. Im busy with my trainings lately that i neglected him quite alot as i will reached home quite late & usually very tired after trainings.. Wanted to spend more time with him but how?? Tired.. Tranings.. Schooling.. Haiz.. Hope that time just don't fly so fast over this 2 weeks..

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Tried my uniform & gosh!! I'm so0o bloody fat!! All their tummy were so flat except mine.. Spare tyre!! I need to slim down!! Tummy tummy go away!! Come again after performance.. Lolx!! By the way, my skirt was about 2.5 inches loose!! I could even wear it without unzipping!! What kind of tailor is that!! Alot of our measurements were wrong!! Think only Mujie's uniform fits her nicely..

Yijun is injured again.. This time her wrist.. Think she flipped too far that the bases were not able to cradle properly.. Think she's very upset about her injury as old injury is yet to heal & here comes another.. Also performance is around the corner so she's also eager & anxious about it.. Yijun.. Don't reproach yourself.. You did very well.. Injuries are bound to have in cheer.. Cheer up k?

Did the 221 again.. This time round tried tossing up instead of the usual stepping up.. Did not succeed at the 1st try but did it the subsequent tries.. Did fell a few times so i did not wanna try again after that.. When debriefing, Maybelle was damned pissed with us.. "No team spirit!" This was what she say & alot more.. She cried when debriefing & i felt bad that i didn't wanna try the 221 again.. Sorry Maybelle.. I know you are trying very hard to rebuild Vesper & im also trying my best.. Hope you understand..

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Nice ma? My belt

Retro Yixun

Retro Ah Beng Yong Shen.. Lolx!

After that we gals & guys splitted & shopped around & i bought a belt. Like it alot but i like dont really know how to match.. when we met, the guys brought us to a shop where Yongshen saw a top which he thought was nice & wanted to buy but yixun recommended him a pink retro top which he thought was nicer.. So in the end, Yongshen tried the pink top & the top which he wanted to buy. Our comments were all the same.. The top he wanted was not nice but the pink looks better. Yixun tried the pink top and i find that it suits him pretty much so he ended up buying it. Hehe..

Left around 6+ but we waited for the bus for very long so we reached school ard 7+.. Maybelle was so pissed as she think we were not serious.. Sorry Maybelle.. We got trained our basket toss & girl base liberty.. Really!! While training halfway through, the lights went out but we were still training till the lights were totally off.. Yongshen they all took a picture of Maria in the dark which was pretty like Sadako.. Scary~~ Yongshen tried his back flip but tucked in too much & hurt his nose that tears rolled down his cheek.. After that, he has been moody throughout our journey home..

Does she look like sadako?

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