Monday, March 21, 2011
Dear came over to take his stuffs.. He can't wear the other pants I bought.. His hips are too huge for it.. Didn't thought of it coz see Weijie can wear so thought since it's stretchable, maybe not a problem..
I asked for a 2nd chance again.. He rejected.. He told me we ain't suitable & that there are too many things for now to patch up.. We will still quarrel over different views & he doesn't want to patch & break again & get heartbreak again.. Told him I won't, coz I already sort out my thoughts & know what he like & dislike so I will do whatever to please him & hope he give me a 2nd chance.. He also said that he lead a happier life, he can do whatever without thinking of anything. I said he still can continue this way coz I'm not going to restrict him but despite all the assurance, he still refused to give me any more chance.. I gave him so many chances before regardless of how badly he hurt me but why don't he just give me one last chance?I reconfirmed again that he doesn't have anyone in mind after he rejected me once again.. But he asked me, so what if he has since we are no longer together.. It's just like me.. I bet I'm just having a taste of my own dessert..
Perhaps I should really give him some quiet time to think over our r/s.. I've brought too much pain & agony to him that he's afraid too. I understand.. I've been through that.. Perhaps from now onwards, I shall keep myself very occupied to stop thinking of him.. Even at wee hours..
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