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Saturday, April 02, 2011
My heart was thumping real hard when I was travelling to meet him.. I was in a lost coz I know that it'll be my last chance to say my thoughts out & may also be the last time I'm gonna see him ever again.. I knew I'll be missing him when we part but there's nothing I can do & I felt helpless.. I told him all the things I've been thinking all these while and alot of impromptu things. From the start of our r/s till now.. I was told that his gf didn't like me to contact him coz she'll go berserk if she knows it.. At the moment, I felt like I was too gracious many a times that perhaps Dear felt neglected.. I knew things will never be the same again & I'll just pray that I'll be strong enough to not call or text him.. Though hard but I'll try.. I do not want to ruin his happiness coz of me. Since he've found his happiness, I should sincerely wish him no matter how sad I am.. I really want him to feel loved.. This whole week, I've been waiting for this day.. This day to speak my mind. I'm glad Dear made an effort to meet me & in fact allow my to have a peace of my mind after this meet up.. Perhaps I'm already prepared to meet him for the last time since the day I learnt that he've got a gf.. I never knew that 1st April will mark be the beginning and the ending of our love journey.. It'll always be a special day for me & a day I'll never forget this whole life..
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