Sunday, March 27, 2011

Dear sent me a message after we hang up, he told me he's attached.. The whole world just collapsed on me.. He always told me he have no gf & have no one in mind yet now he's attached.. He said it's not he like the girl or what but just that both clique well so might as well give it a try.. Oh, now then I know, if clique then must try.. Then I bet I must have alot of trying..

He just got attached yesterday after pei-ing me to the laser.. I should wish him well but I can't, I really can't.. I just can't stop crying.. He don't want me anymore.. He don't even want to give me a chance, what else can I do to retain him? Our MotoGP trip will no longer be on.. Our future can no longer be seen.. It's time I should just give up.. I really don't feel like living anymore.. My surroundings are all surrounded by him, how can I live without him? I'll try to be strong, I'll try.. Perhaps it's already too late to do anything now.. He no longer wants & needs it.. It's just things I want to do on my own accord.. It's over.. It's over..

I still thought I want to surprise him on Fri but I guessed there's no need for now.. Told him I'll not contact him anymore from today onwards.. I know it's hard but I'll try.. No matter how hard it would be.. Since he can forget our 6.5yrs of r/s so readily so I must also be like him.. To move on without hesitation.. I'm still trying to move on.. But I can't.. I just can't throw away everything that we had.. It's all inked into me..

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

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