Friday, April 01, 2011
Today is supposed to be our 7th anniversary if we are still together.. We planned to meet tomorrow but last night, he texted me telling me that his gf wants to tag along. I asked if it's possible not to bring her and he said she is unhappy and he doesnt want to upset her.. But well, today Dear finally agreed to meet me after 1 week of trying.. I'm happy yet I'm afraid he will not come up with excuses again. Though he agreed to meet without his gf, I can feel that he felt annoyed with me for insisting to meet. He even reminded me to not too long.. It hurts.. I don't know how long it'll take but I hope I won't annoy him and this talk will end with a smile at least for both of us.. It's really a tough decision to call and text him at this moment.. There has been many times I wanted to text or call him, but on my 2nd thoughts, I think I better not.. Coz I also do not want to upset his gf.. But then again, I just want this chance, just this once, to shoot everything that has always been kept once again. My heart seems to be racing whenver I call him or waiting for his reply. I was afraid.. Afraid that he's with his gf.. But well, he will never understands that.. Let's pray it'll be a good talk later..
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