Wednesday, March 02, 2011
I finally broke down today.. I cried & I can't stop.. I've not moved on till now.. It's supposed to be our 6yrs & 23rd months today.. I really love Dear alot & I'm not happy at all!! I hide my sorrows in front of him & my friends & I pretend I'm fine but the fact is, I'm not.. I did not want anyone to see me in this state.. I know I'll regret when I asked to part but till now I still hold the fact that break up will make us both feel better at least. At least now I won't upset him that much.. That's what I wanted him to be.. A happier person..
Asked him to go out for movie together with Kairong & Mandy but he doesn't want to.. He said he don't know them, & besides he already have no time for his own friends yet want to go movie with them.. It hurts.. I merely wanted to bring him closer to me circle yet he kept pushing them away.. How are we supposed to together if he do not want to break the boundary between us?
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