Saturday, February 26, 2011
The days with him in TW was great.. I love every bit of company.. How nice it would be if everyday are like the days the TW w/o quarrel.. I really wanted him badly but I'm afraid of quarrelling again.. I just feel that the quarrels will make us drift apart instead of loving more.
There were days where he hurt my feelings.. I felt the pain.. I was trying on cap & he asked "Do you think it's very nice?" I replied jokingly "Yeah, looked nice on me!!" And his reply was "Eh! KNS!! Pui!" I was simply disgusted by his tone & hurt by it.. I'll never say this kind of things to him.. NEVER! If I don't find it nice, I would just nicely tell him it's not nice.. I won't say things like KNS, pui etc.. He's loving & caring but just abit thoughtless at times.. :( I always thought this trip will make us closer but somehow I felt that we had drifted apart.. I just had this feeling.. I remembered asking him to go to Kaoshiung with me in future & he said "See how lor, will be busy after this." He wouldn't have said this way last time.. Perhaps he just don't want to be so close to me anymore.. :'(
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