Monday, March 07, 2011
Some things just flashed through my mind of of the blue.. It made me realised how I've neglected Dear at times without realising it.. Perhaps that's the reason why he felt so insecure at times.. Things do get into my ears when friends commented that I was neglecting Dear but perhaps I was too egoistic to apologise or say something nice to appease him that causes things to turn ugly.. I'm just too adamant & egoistic at times.. If I could turn back time, I wouldn't have done that to Dear.. :(
These few months have made me thought of alot of things that I never thought of before.. Perhaps it's only when the 2 of us ain't together then will I have the time to think it through.. We've just stayed stagnant too long & I was just getting sick to the everyday life of us.. Perhaps I lack of excitement in life hence I merely wanted to find back my lost excitement in life.. I was just too engrossed in finding my entertainment & neglected Dear so much so that I did not realised it.. If I could turn back time, I would tell him I'm wrong & I'm sorry..
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