Wednesday, May 25, 2011
It's been awhile since I last blogged. I've been trying to bury myself with work so I will not think so much. But.. I'm still missing him.. Cried on Monday as I really missed him alot.. I know meeting him again will never be possible yet I just can't stop the thought of meeting and seeing how he have been.. I know I must control, he's already having his new life so I must too.. I really got to learn to let go..
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Sunday, May 08, 2011
Up till now.. I'm still trying hard to forget about Dear.. I know it's impossible for us to be together again.. But I just can't helped but to cry whenever I think of him.. I still love him as much.. It's not easy to get over a r/s of 7yrs.. Im still trying hard.. Though at times I thought I felt better now but the fact is I would still cry when I see his photos and recalled of the times together..
I tried putting away his photos from my wallet and took off the necklace and earrings he bought, hoping I'll not miss him that much. But well, when I took out one of my wallet to change, I saw his photos in it & burst into tears once again.. I really really missed him.. :'(
Dear, I'm sorry.. I really wished we could have walked this through together but we didn't make it even after 7 years.. Ive always love you & now Im learning to stop loving you..
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9:30 PM