Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Reached home without hearing Ricky's bark, Ricky's footstep & his sight.. Felt so much uneasy without him around.. Alone at home with not even a dog around.. Used to have him walking around or even staying with me in my room but now.. Everything just seems like a dream..
I still could not accept the fact that he had left us.. I still wake up looking for him when i see no sight of him. I'll still call/wait for him when i stepped in my home. I'll still close my door before i left for home.. Just so used to having him around.. Now i'll have to slowly adapt all these changes for the pasted 14 years!
I did thought of doing a autopsy to reveal the truth behind his death. I dont want him to die wrongfully yet it will be too cruel for him!! But I want justice to be done for him if found that it's the vet fault!! Ricky could have just get inflammation due to the vet negligence. I was only thinking to myself & i didn't know dog got autopsy too till i found out today.. But everything is just too late now.. He's already been sent for cremation..
I still could not accept the fact that he had left us.. I still wake up looking for him when i see no sight of him. I'll still call/wait for him when i stepped in my home. I'll still close my door before i left for home.. Just so used to having him around.. Now i'll have to slowly adapt all these changes for the pasted 14 years!
I did thought of doing a autopsy to reveal the truth behind his death. I dont want him to die wrongfully yet it will be too cruel for him!! But I want justice to be done for him if found that it's the vet fault!! Ricky could have just get inflammation due to the vet negligence. I was only thinking to myself & i didn't know dog got autopsy too till i found out today.. But everything is just too late now.. He's already been sent for cremation..
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Aint he cute?? Too bad, life's just too short for him.. =(
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