Sunday, February 18, 2007
To whom it may concern,
Really upset to received that msg from u.. But I've put it up with ALL the nonsense for umpteen times & i have had enough!! U r not me, u wont understand the kinda harassment.. I know you will tell her but at the same time u will also side her.. Its not that i have never told u before but does the matter end like this?? NO!! It didnt!! Just like that day, she really called me yet u dont believe me! Ya, she may be your gf but that doesnt mean anything!! Who will it be if she's not the 1 who called? Also cant she asked some1 to call on her behalf & act as her?? Or am i deaf enough to hear wrongly her name & asking things concerning u?? And PLS!! When did i ever put words into your mouth? Malign u? Or tarnish your reputation? Its the fact what? Do u think i dare to write if its not real? U go think properly..
I purposely put my link in friendster so as she/you can read it. I dont know it will bother u that much as my motive is only to let her know how i feel! Do put yourself in my shoe.. What will u do if u were me? What will u do if this matter continues even after years?? If it really matters so much, i proposed that you get her to apologise to me! Your behalf of apology is practically useless!! Its not your fault & even if u apologise million times, it doesnt make any difference.. The fault still lies in her.. Not u..
And btw, im already kind enough not to post the recent incident out.. Im planning to but i didnt.. I can hear from your voice that u were very pissed that day but Im ANNOYED BY HER ACTIONS too!! U r siding her throughout the ordeal!! Yes, u may be her bf but that doesnt mean u can ignore everything & make it as if im at fault & magnifying the matter! It hurts & at the same time make my blood boil when im the innocent party yet got suspected! Also, she's the 1 who started everything & why r u so afraid of letting it known to others? I know shes your gf & its right to protect her but what about me? Must i accept all these & keep mum throughout?? I can tolerate but there's really a patience to my limit & ITS ALREADY OVER MY LIMIT!! That is why i chose to let it out HERE. About my friend, I get him to call bcoz i dont want to make matter worst. Think about it, what will she do if i were to call u? I did not call u yet i get all these, what if i called? What more will i get?
There have been times i really wanted to tell her off.. But im afraid things might get worst so i decided to put this thought aside.. She's pretty & i dont know why she feel so insecure.. We are just mutual friend & theres nothing more going between us. I have my bf & u have her, i dont know what makes her think so much.. If im really interested in u & planning to snatch away u from her, do u think i'll stay with my bf for so long? U know that both u & I aint young anymore.. Do u think im in the game for all these? What she do will only make people detest her instead.. Maybe shes still young but i dont think any excuse can excused her from acting this way.. Its REAL destestful!!
I really dont wish to ruin our friendship coz of her but i guess it has come to the stage where we can no longer be like last time.. Maybe it can be salvaged but i doubt so.. Blame me if u want but pardon me for writing it all in my blog.. I just want to let off steam!! Isnt that wrong?
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