Saturday, January 13, 2007
Have been thinking lately whether oor not to be out of routine.. I want to perform for the open house but everything is so rush.. 2more weeks from now to the open house. To be exact 10days from now! Last week, we wasted our time on our conditioning, this week, our entire training was trying out roast turkey! Wanted to make use of our time to do other things but all the bases were used up for the roast turkey stunt! So we did our tumblings instead..
Initially i thought it was ok but when i realised time is running out, i felt alittle discontent with it.. Routine is not up yet & we have not train our routine yet wasted time to try out new things & conditioning! Thought i was able to go for training next week but i forgot i got my stats ica on tues & lasik on wed. So i gotta study on mon & missed training from wed to next week if there's any. So if i were to go back to train for routine, im only left with 2 DAYS!! How am i supposed to perform with 2 days of routine training? So the best solution is i drop out of routine.. Haiz..
I really wanted to perform but ive got no other choice.. Ive kept postponed my surgery date due to the NEA performance & i really don't want to postpone it again! If i were to postpone it, i'll may still clash with club crawl. in the end, i still got to postponed again!! Also, 6mths from the date of assesment, i'll got to pay another $300 like that to redo my pre-assesment again to see if there's any changes in my cornea.. ARGH!! I really don't want that! Morever, i cant were lenses even for awhile so i wont be able to wear lenses if i were to go for the performance. So i MUST wear glasses & that'll be odd & hassle..
I dont mind going for training on Sat if there is but my man forbid me to.. That will risk my eye.. Though im really keen on going for training after surgery but come to think of it, no point training for 2days & going to perform. I may not do a good job & worst still, if i suffer any fall, my eyes will be gone! Even thought of how the routine should be done if im out & if we using back the same routine.. Haa~ Get Tam to replace my basket toss & YJ will replace all my other stunts while Tam will repalce Maria. Wahaha~ As if im captain like that!! Thinking too much!!
Lets see how it goes next wed.. I may not even be fit again then i wont have to be out of routine!! But TOUCHWOOD!! I WILL BE FIT!!
She Blogged
6:17 PM
Profile
bReNdA
9 JuLy 1984
150cM
37kG
nYp
cHeErLeAdEr
LOVES
wEnSoNg
cHeErLeAd|nG
cHoCoLa+Es
sInGiNg
bAk|nG
sHoPp|nG
Tagboard