Thursday, December 14, 2006
Starting to hate school life.. Actually were supposed to have an interview with a manager today. But last minute someone was unhappy about me & raised her voice at me. She said i didn't disseminate the info on who to interview etc.. Saying its my responsibility to let others know what im doing.. WTF!! Dont u know what im doing?? I've also made my point when i told everyone who to interview & where! If u don't understand anything, cant u jolly well ask me?? Why must u wait till today?? Its been 2days since we decide on everything and now then u bring out the issue that i did not disseminate the info?? What the fuck r u talking about?? Besides, when did i ever say we ARE INTERVIEWING A DIRECTOR??? Im ASKING if we could interview a director. Cant u guys differentiate the difference?? Morever i've did mention that that THE MANAGER could not make it when we 1st decide on the day. You asked won't it be tiring if u keep asking me this & that but have u ever spare a thought for me?? In order to make a suitable time for all of u, i gotta check with u guys & check with the manager & get back to u guys. Any changes i still gotta inform u all & wait for u to decide. Then did u guys ever get back to me on time?? I still gotta keep asking & asking till i get an answer.. Arent that more tiring??? You asked me to voiced out if im tired isnt it?? Well, i didnt coz i felt that im doing for the group & project sake. But then why dont u ask me what u dont understand??
U R the ones who want a reputable company, U R the ones who say developing manager is hard to interview, U R the ones who say will get back to me, U R the ones who say leave the selection of manager to me. Eveything was said by U GUYS.. "Director/Manager of which company?" "Developing manager also can lah coz our questions now can cater to different type of manager" "later i let u know" "aiya.. u decide which manager lor" Im put in so much effort & trying my very best to accomodate everything but what did i get in the end?? Bcoz of U GUYS, i gotta msg so many ppl to ask for help.. Bcoz of U GUYS, i gotta make myself busy msging so many of my friends to help!! Still i gotta get back to U GUYS to decide on the company & which manager U GUYS prefer. My doings were not appreciated yet got all this kinda rubbish!!
Whenever im unhappy with something, i'll just kept mum & everytime i'll tell myself its due to our age difference or somehow our thinking is different that makes the disagreement. But i realised i really could not take it any longer!! The hurt and everything is accumulating day after day & its getting more & more hurting!! I cried.. I really cried.. Real hard.. Did try to make my point but all i got was THAT'S YOUR RESPONSIBILITY!! Ya, my responsibilty.. Then dont u play a part in the project?? Fortunately there's always someone who is there for me whom i can lend a crying shoulder.. Thanks to u guys.. Really appreciate it.. Im not someone who JUST DONT APPRECIATE people's kindness..
In fact is age really the barrier?? I doubt so.. I think its just pure mentality problem.. Or is it bcoz of miscommunication? Moral of the story.. Never be too kind as kind people usually doesnt get good return.
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