Saturday, November 11, 2006

Initially wanted to skip training & accompany my hubby but he turned out to be working.. So in the end, i went for my training.. Was a little moody though as i'll be busy with my trainings for the whole of next week & he's flying off next saturday!! Do you know how long he will be away?? 3 WEEKS!! Do you know how long is that?? Gosh!! I don't know how much i'll miss him when he's away.. I cried.. But still i continue with my stunts..

Tried my liberty X.. I succeeded but was not stable.. Surprisingly, I did hold for 8 seconds at least (this is what Maybelle said) but i kept thinking that i'm falling.. My toss was not as nice as wednesday practice too.. Demoralised.. Pissed.. Why cant i do my stunts well? I did try my best but i just could not do well!! Did i not put in much effort? Or did i just simply have no talent in cheer?? Whenever i could not do my stunts well, i'll get very demoralised & pissed with myself.. I'll get super frustrated & will want to keep trying til i succeed..

Mujie tried her double base extension & somehow she could not do well with her bases but could do better with my bases.. So in the end i was like kind of forced to change my bases from Yongshen & Yixun to Maybelle & Garie.. I didn't like that idea at all but i still accepted it & tried with my new bases.. Failed!! Total failure!! It's either im not used to them or for whatever reason, i just could not do as well as with my original bases.. As i'm already very stable doing my cross double base extension with my bases, i really have no wish to change & retrain everything with my new bases.. Im running out of time.. I still got liberty X & toss that im not familiarise with.. I need to train them well & i really dont want to waste anymore time trying my cross double base extension with other bases.. I voiced out finally & to my surprised, Maybelle agreed to my request!! Haha~ I know it's kind of bad but i seriously think that Mujie should try with her bases more rather than taking my bases away from me!! I trained with them so hard when she missed her training on wednesday & here i am to sacrifice for her?? Just find that it's unfair for me.. She got her part to play so do i.. I still got 2 more stunts to train like her & if i were to change my bases, i would have even more stunts to train!! Just find that luckily i voiced out, if not i will surely be very upset over this..

When on my home, saw a passenger who is damn grossed & im so disgusted by his actions!! He caught my attention the moment he stepped into the train.. I thought he have a rabbit tooth at 1st so i kept staring to confirm my curiousity.. In the end, it was found that he had been playing with his dentures throughout the journey!! Do you know how obscene & disgusting it is to play with dentures?? Especially when he kept making his denture in & out of his mouth!! Make mw wanna puke man!! Disgusting fellow.. I got my retainers that look like dentures, i also dare not like that.. Let alone with a tooth sticking on it!! Gosh!! Wth!!