Monday, October 30, 2006

As usual, went for training after lecture.. Tried a few times basket toss but it wasn't as perfect as the last training. =( Perhaps the number of times i tried was just not enough as during the last training I was practically the only one that keep trying the toss.

After the toss, we went to third level flyer! I was the 1st to try the height of 2 man + my own height!! Its simply to0o0 scary.... Maybelle asked me to fall front but i just can't conquer my phobia.. Too many thoughts just flashed through my mind.. How am i supposed to fall front? If i were to push myself to the cushion, i would have pushed Poh Poh & Alison from me & they would have fall!! If i were to fall w/0 pushing myself forward to the cushion, i may have just fall right on the mat!! Gosh!! In the end, i fell right down & hurt Garie.. Sorry~

Maybelle later gave the instructions more clearly as on how am supposed to fall front & my bases were to pop me to the front to allow me to fall.. So, i tried again. This time i kept telling myself to breathe in & not to look down as i fear i might put on weight for my bases & fall & hurt them. Phew!! This time round i'm slightly more stable but still i fear of falling.. Ya, i know i shouldn't fear of falling as this is part & parcel of being a cheerleader ya? But you know lah, i tends to think too much. If i fall & hurt myself, i can't perform le.. Hehe~

Anyway, I tried being the primary flyer le & its erm.. fun & fearful i must say.. But at least that's another progress to my training.. Hehe~ Lets pray i'll do a better job on Wed.. GO! GO! VESPER GO! Performance is just round the corner!!